Introvert and Extrovert

Many times i think, why i have social anxiety and how could others be so good at nailing it! Usually i get the desire of  being an extrovert, starting a conversation and making myself happy. That does work for couple of days but, i get exhausted later on and being for myself feels the safest & peaceful place...

We were not shy and anxious when we were born, it was learned and taught, it depends on the environment in which we grew up. Sometimes it seems like it is not my fault, it is my environment which didn't support. Till here it is not my fault, but being an introvert till the end of my life though having a desire of living completely opposite, could be my fault. You can change it, but have to go through some insults, negative comments etc... To start this requires strong self love and courage too. Give it a try, if it works, it does! and show your parents that you have enough willpower to go on a solo trip :p. If it doesn't, strike out & turn over a new leaf until you find one :).